Hi GemGeek & All Pearl Lovers,
I always in things getting better, not always this time around but eventually, maybe in a life after this. Not religion, I have none, but just my beliefs. I do believe in Karma so maybe I was not a very nice person before this life. Don't know, but if so, well life was not meant to be easy this time around and I had lessons to learn. I think I have.
Thank you for your best wishes. I really do appreciate them. Truly. Caring for others is always more important than the other things (pearls) that we love. Hard choice sometimes though
Maybe, I will gather some more natural pearls and other pearls we so much love to love but if not, I have will have my other loves. I guess apart from my husband that is my animals. I am not a people person, I have always and probably always will love my dogs love first, then there is always other animals that I love and that love me without conditions. They never yell at me and I never yell at them. We never hurt each other, intentionally or non intentionally. Okay, not quite true. Cats sometimes rip a slice out out me if I pick up a stray thinking it is one of the cats I know. My dog (only one living), will occasionally jump up and as I am getting old my skin breaks easily but this is nothing to the animals that give us love. Their LOVE is unconditional.
I am sorry if I have offended anyone but I love what we call animals far more than any love I felt for so called humans. I didn't always feel this way, thought I was "normal" but no I am not. I will be leaving whatever, though it be ever so small, to care for Gorillas, Bonobos, Wild African Dogs and other endangered animals. So in a way I do hope I out live my husband as horrible as that sounds. He might leave anything we have to his family. They don't deserve it. My five nephews and nieces don't deserve it. The Earth Does. The animals of our beautiful earth that we have polluted and over-populated do and anything I can do to further their existence I will do.
I do truly believe that even if Barry had not had his heart attack I would have, sooner rather than later came to my decision to sell, and donate to the Animals of Our Beautiful Earth, and make sure that the donation went to the animals that need it most. I know the person to contact, that would not steer me wrong. Her name is Jane Goodall, many of you will know her. I will contact her soon. I have read all her books, or think I have. Actually my love of many animals came from reading some of her books. In particular her book "Innocent Killers" - please look it up, please read it and fall it love with the so called killers as I did. I first read this when I was about 25 or so years of age. I am now 61 and I do think this book has influenced my mind and my opinions for at least that many years. I am not saying that much has not been done on the subject and furthered the subject since. But this book is a classic, a first and should be loved and read as such.
So, even if all goes well in my life and Barry's it is much better if I sell most of what I have gathered over a life time of living and sometimes excess to the Earth and Her animals.
GemGeek, my apologies to have whacked this under your name, I can only hope you feel the same as do..
Dawn
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